Thursday, June 09, 2005

Love Love Love

I find it harder and harder to write these days.

No inspiration to write. No events to write about.

I was reading through my friend's blog and she wrote something about love.

Love should be inspirational. Love should be eventful. And so I came to the conclusion that I have neither inspiration nor events to write about because I'm lacking love.

Or is that really so?

Frankly, I have plenty of love showered on me everyday. From friends. From family. They love me so much but then why do I still feel so empty?

Chatted into the wee hours with a close friend who is in Shanghai to visit. I bared my heart to her that I still miss the man who has said that he doesn't love me. Why can't I let go, she asked?

Hell, if I know why, I'd have done so long ago.

It's probably a very Aries thing, I reckoned. Stubborn.

Is there a more beautiful word for it? Stubborn sounds negative.

1 Comments:

Blogger huixin said...

woo.. wonder if the "fren" who wrote lovey things is me... hee hee.. heard another theory.. everyone has a pie.. 100%.. maybe a portion goes to work, a huge one... another portion for family, another one for frens, perhaps a small portion for self.. and no matter how much u have allocated out, there will still be a slight slight portion which is meant for "intimate rel".. well, if u dun have, maybe u think u dun need.. but but.. at wee wee hours... a creepy voice will come from the back of yr head.. and say "hi, im still not occupied, remember? :P" i think this is quite true... hahaha... well, im still as idealistic over love as ever.. hee hee... :P

June 20, 2005 at 6:39 PM  

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